Wow, this reaaally gave me something to think about. In the last 3 years I’ve dated 3 boys and they’ve all impacted my life a significant amount. The one who had the most positive impact on my life was probably Kevin, I dated him first my freshman year. He is the only guy in my life that has ever respected or loved me enough to explain why he was leaving and he taught me a lot about why its important to be your significant others bestfriend, not just their boy/girlfriend. Ryne, the second boy I dated would have to have left the absolute worst impact on me. I have never been so built up by someone just to be completely torn down and been so vulnerable with someone who shared emotions with me, yes, but the same type of emotions, no. To be completely honest there are some days that I miss Kevin, others that I miss the good memories with Ryne, and in the last 4ish months I’ve actually just been completely numb about Jagger, but at first i did miss him and inevitably I’ll probably miss him again. I don’t have any regrets, they are all 3 wonderful people despite not being wonderful with me and they all deserve so much happiness. I hadn’t spoken to Kevin in almost 2 years until just 2 weeks ago we caught each other up on our lives, which has proven to be difficult for me because I’ve gotten really bad at letting people in, especially after they’ve been gone. Ryne and I do not speak at all, I don’t have anything to say to him. His numbers been deleted for a long time and I have him blocked on all of my social medias due to an abundance of drama on his part. I haven’t spoken to Jagger since the day he broke up with me. I don’t have a whole lot to say to him, I’m still confused about him but I’m no longer emotionally invested in him.
I really think you’re adorable for following all of my relationships and caring enough to ask about them, I wish I knew who you were!